STRESS

This may be the first time all semester that I feel stressed.

I totally choked during my practice piano recital today. Actual recital is next Tuesday, so we practiced our pieces in front of our class today. I knew mine so well but I completely failed to execute.

My scene partner and I are so far behind in our Waiting for Godot scene. Fuck. It's so abstract.

I haven't picked a topic yet for the paper which has a thesis statement and annotated bib due tomorrow. balls.

I don't know anything about any philosopher. But this class is pass/fail so I'm not that concerned. Moving on to my other woes.

Neuroscience. SO MUCH TO REMEMBER.

My life is really the best. I couldn't ask for a better one. Albeit I am still stressed right now. I think it's mainly from my failed piano performance tonight. That's where all this stress is stemming from. I'm going to take a shower because that will make me feel better. Getting drunk would too but that would be counterproductive and I would only be more stressed in the morning. And my boyfriend abandoned me in my time of desperate need to go get wasted with his friends. I exaggerate. But only slightly.